Sometimes I think about killing myself.
I’m sorry- WHAT?
Not in the sense that I can’t do it anymore, but just…you know when you’re driving on a bridge?
Sometimes I feel the urge to just drive off. Or to swerve into oncoming traffic. Things like that.
I think there’s a word for that.
I think there is too, but I can’t remember it…Do you ever get that though?
…I feel a lot less okay with you driving us now.
I’d never do it with someone else in the car. It’s definitely a solo thing.
…Now I feel a lot less okay with you driving by yourself, period.